Where does the Hole Begin and I end?


	Death of Mankind 2K7 presents: The Black Tablets >[3 - The Hole]< I followed gypsy out into the backyard and almost threw up my lunch. The mangled and chewed hand was protruding from the dirt in my own backyard, fingers missing. For the next three hours I dug up her body, every ten minutes having to stop and gag, holding back the vomit. When I finally unearthed the full scene i was horrified. I sank immediatly to my knees in the dirt and began to cry. The smell of rotting flesh invaded my nose like Germans in Poland, as I reached my dirt and sweat covered hand beneath her torn open neck. The blood hardened to her neck, which made a grotesque snapping noise. The noise coming when I lifted her head from it's resting place and bringing her close to my chest. She was like a human pez dispenser, and that was only her neck. I dare not speak of what was below. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- James caine speaks with the voice of a shakespearean actor. "AND EVEN THOUGH....HE CAN NOT....do anything but..... DENY.........that he IS.......a rip off of V." Hold up... I already answered this one.... my response was something along the lines of.... you're right, and you're also Deaf. With this quote you've proven it yet again to the world, by repeating your useless attempts at an insult that I already shot down. " No, he won't, He'll just use silly rhetoric that means absolutely nothing, he'll open a thesaurus and try to seem like a genuine intellectual to people like you" Rhetoric, the fools design of common sense. The things that don't need to be said, yet I refuse to not say, when people walk around living their LIES. No that's not me mis speaking...I meant Lies, and not lives. But then again YOU also assume what I say doesn't mean shit. Maybe you should play it back and listen again. Because I'm telling you everything you need to know to have a chance against me. Guess what it is? Quick question, how many websites did you have to search through to steal someone else's exsucse that they were sick of epic fantasies? Oh a second quick question before I get back to the main point. Since y ou LOOOOVEE to be a carbon copy of everyone else, are you secretly an emo behind that mask? Moving foreward now, do try and keep up. Cleanthes Oh yea...you wanna knonw what you need to know to stand even half a chance against me in a wrestling ring? I've sorta beat around the bush on it a bit since you claimed to be that much smarter than me and all. I thought you might've figured it out... There's two things you can do to have a chance against me... Nothing. And like it. Now where was I? Oh yea, Philosophers, and other important names Zeno Epicurus Muhammad Zeus Ragnarok Jesus Mary Anyone can name drop dumbass Aquinas Archimedes Einstein Abremalin But to know things on each topic is the real key. I'd say quiz me but you don't have any more lifelines Crowely Out of all of these..... I want you to take special Notice of this last one.... Thoth You don't even know WHO or What those are do you? I guarentee you've never even heard of Thoth until.... Right now because I got a seven figure bank account says you just scrambled to Google. "Now, I've already told him EXACTLY who I am, I don't think there's need for any further clarification, and hopefully this will also get him to stop assuming so much, ha, like I'm supposed to be some brute." Assuming so much?? Correct me if I'm worng here, but Star, does that quote accuse me of something I don't do? "Ooooohhh shit..." That's right, you just blew your last chance, assuming I had no more tricks up my sleeves, but you weren't listening when I told you. I'm the best in this business. You weren't listening when the predictions came through from my old pal Kaige on XWnetwork, when he said it. You haven't seen anything yet. So how about I make it nice and clear, you avoided my main question with a dilapidated answer and that is what I meant by the Chase. I knew you were going to try and run from the main topic. You are the white Rabbit Assassin, not the one holding the knife poised and ready to strike. I asked you WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? I didn't ask you WHO THE FUCK HAVE YOU KILLED? Moment of digression here folks, once again keep up Your response was pretty much one and you felt bad. You were married once, but that went bad because somebody killed her. Hey Kaige...Tell this asshole who killed his last fiancee`. Hey Asshole, guess who is a cold blooded murder but walks the streets free everyday because he owns the government, which is so poor it has to shut itself down. Yea Assassin. I reside in Arizona, but can do anything I want in Michigan.You're not trying to sound like a killer, Well I was trying not to tell you that I was one, because I didn't need you pissing your tights when I stepped through the ropes. But you went there, and now you see now don't you... That's who I am. I am the eleven year, PROFESSIONAL WRESTLER. I have been paid BILLIONS and BILLIONS of dollars to entertain BILLIONS and BILLIONS of fans for Eleven years. I have a private jet, I directed my own lifestory and won two academy awards for it. But while I'm not making movies, or enacting my violence, I need to feel blood. I am the Mad Hatter, Hatter Madigan....I need to taste meat, flesh, and bone. So what are your thoughts of Monday Night Desecration now that you know you're stepping into the ring with a man who has more titles than I have fingers and toes, more experience than I have hair on my head, and no mental stability whatsoever. Why don't you do like I said and think about the trap I just laid for you that you DENIED yourself the TRUTH of. Yea, I told you, I'm not that damn good... I'm THAT MUCH BETTER. I just made you look like a bitch right there Who's walking who now? But since you missed it because I kind of danced around it... I asked WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? You answered with your sob murder and revenge story. While never telling me that you had any in ring experience. Which I didn't want to say it before, but since everyone now knows it anyway.... But you have none. Like James told you at Desecration Monday Night... You're nobody...Nobody special Lemme make that perfectly, crystal fucking clear. So even you Helen can understand it You suck You think my promos are this long just for you? NOPE Guess again. And actually, not to hurt your feelings... or anything....but these promo's are abnormally short for me. Don't believe me, go have a chat with Kaige. Of course after what I do to you Monday night... He'll probably just laugh at you. Welcome to the tag team division chump. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoveled the dirt back into the hole as the dark grey clouds began to sink low in the sky. "Leave me all alone There ain't nobody calling on my telephone Because I ripped that bitch right up out of the wall I apologize to any or that tried to call I haven't been myself lately I've been slowly losing my mind and telling them it's gravy I'm looking all shady and I haven't showered in weeks I haven't washed my balls, I haven't brushed my teeth All I see is demons everywhere that I look Was it the Ouija, the Black Magic Warlock book? I can't remember, but how can my memories leave me? I can't believe the spirts would try to deceive me But they did, just like a little kid I was so eager to learn, so willing to give But all they did was hate me, and break me Use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway " I sang along with the words in my mind as a lone tear drop rolled down my cheek. I shoveled the dirt into the small hole I had to force her into so that she would fit. The rain fell coldly to my skin and somewhere between the lyrics and the rain, the tears were lost. "Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity? Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity? " "Please don't walk away I want you to hear what I got to say I never had anyone ever care for me I never had anyone ever there for me If you would listen to me instead of calling me names I would I could explain why I'm shaking and why I'm going insane My mind is on vacation, lack of conversation I'm like a radio, with static on every station Still I wanna know, will I be normal again? You say it's bullshit and tell me that it's all pretend But if it's false, then why don't the demons just disappear? And if it's untrue, then why am I seeing them crystal clear? Because I do, the mirror's turning blue And soul after soul keeps walking right through They're living in my house and living inside my head Some sleep inside the closet, others sleep under the bed" I knew each line of the song, and with each line came the memories that sloly began to fade from my mind. I was playing them through for the last time, before I erased them forever and all time. I chuckled at the thought momentarily. the last time I spoke those words their meaning was different. "Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity? Something is wrong with me, I can't be who I need to be Something is wrong with me, will it last for eternity?" As I sang the last few lines of the song and finished filling the hole, I remembered fondly, the night before..... "I love you James..." "Forever and all time Ivvy." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ --The_Ace