So many people in the world today consider dying as something to be afraid of. I didn’t understand it until now. Now I see why so many people are afraid of dying. Laying in bed last night I was thinking about it. What would happen if I just didn’t wake up? It scared me I will admit. It wasn’t that there would be no life less in my body that scared me. It was that I would leave people completely alone. Carmen, Alexandria, Seth, Jalie, the RWA. Would people remember me after I was gone?
Years down the road would people speak the name Cody Carson and remember who I was and how much Joy I brought to them. Would people just forget about me? Last night I made a pact with myself. I would not die until I had the World title in my grasps. Until I felt that Universal Gold around my waist I would not die. After that, I made another pact with myself. If I was going to die, god was going to have to wait, because I was going to walk my Daughter down the aisle at her wedding. God will just have to wait.
Cody heaved and lifted the love seat onto his shoulder and back. He staggered a few steps and then Started into a house that was not his own. “Can you at least get the door?” He growled at the young man that was sitting with his feet up on a table and a cold beer in his hand.
“I guess.” He sighed as he got up and moved to the door. “You should really learn to do that yourself.”
Cody glared at him. “Fuck you.” Cody said under his breath. The man opened the door and rolled his eyes as Cody set the love seat down on the steps and started to work it into the doorframe. His muscles tensed and pulled, straining themselves to lift it and push it through the door. As Cody pushed it into the house the man let the door go and it slammed into Cody’s heels. He looked back at the man and glared. “Prick.” Cody said and pushed the door back and climbed into the house. Carmen was in the living room sitting Cross legged and reading a manual to a big fifty inch TV. Yeah guess who brought that in as well. Cody pushed the love seat into the living room and grabbed his chest. As Carmen turned to look at him he stopped holding his chest and shook his head. “Why?”
“Honey, Matt is a friend.” Carmen said with a smile.
“Matt, is a friend.” Cody replied. “His older brother is an ass.”
“Honey,” Carmen replied with a smile. “I know jakes an ass. Matt should be here soon.”
“That fucker is always late.”
“Yeah but when he gets here he will help you.”
“When…” Cody mumbled.
“Hello,” Came a voice from out side the screen door. “I‘m here.”
“Bout time cock plug.”
“Cock plug?” Matt smirked, “Not bad.”
Cody shook his head and started toward the truck. Matt walked into the house, he held the door as Cody pushed past him. Matt stared at Carmen, “What’s up wit him?”
“I don‘t know.” Carmen said with a puzzled look on her face. “He‘s been acting strange.”
“Want me to find out?” Matt asked, as concerned as Carmen was.
“You wouldn‘t mind?” Carmen asked with a smile of hope.
“Nah, Cody‘s more bark then bite towards me.” Matt replied.
“Thanks Matt.” Carmen replied and quickly wrapped her arms around him and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
“No problem.” Matt said as he hugged her back. “Hell If I knew I would get this much out of talking to your husband for you I might just do it more often.”
Carmen smacked his chest and smiled. “Thanks again Studly.” She stuck out her tongue at him and he smiled.
“Any time baby cakes.” Matt replied and smiled. He quickly moved out to help Cody who was one manning the sofa on his shoulder. Carmen stared at Matt and smiled as he moved to help Cody. Matt would find out what is up with Cody.
Dos/.
“Dude, I don‘t want to go in here?” Cody stated as he crossed his arms and leaned against Matt’s 2007 mustang.
“Why?” Matt asked getting out the passengers side.
“Every time I go to this fucking bar I fight someone.” Cody replied.
“Yeah but buddy, you‘re with me.” Matt said with a smile. He moved to Cody’s side and holding him around the neck. “Come on you will have a good time.”
“Fine, but if I get into a fight its your ass.” Cody replied finally giving in and walking up the stairs of ‘The Royal Flush.’ Inside Cody snaked is way to the far side of the room and grabbed a free table. He sat down on the bar stool and Matt quickly joined him.
“So dude, what‘ going on?” Matt asked.
“What do you mean?” Cody asked confused.
“You know, what’s going on, how are you?” Matt said quickly covering for his bluntness.
“I‘m good.” Cody replied, as a waitress came up to them in here skimpy outfit. She cleavage was enough to sink a battle ship and her skirt was revealing part of her ass cheeks.
“What can I get you boy’s?” She asked with a smile toward Cody.
“Canadian,” Matt said. He puckered his lips and made a kissing motion and the girl laughed. “Doll.”
She moved closed to Cody pressing your breasts even closer to him. He smirked and looked up at her. The first guy all night to stare her in her blood shot and tired eyes. “I‘ll get a Corona.” Cody said with a smile as the girl looked at him shocked that he kept eye contact.
She smiled and walked down the two steps leading to the bar. Cody then turned his attention to matt who was watching her leave and wetting his lips. “Perv.”
“Hey dude, can’t kill a guy for wanting a piece of that.” Matt said as he turned his gaze back to Cody.
“Dude,” Cody Started then just chuckled.
“What?” Matt asked.
“Dude she was laughing at you.”
“Hey, I‘m already in the door.” Matt said.
“No,” Cody said. “She was laughing AT you.”
“Her,” Matt Motioned to the waitress with his head. Cody smirked and nodded. “Nah.”
Cody shook his head. “Clueless to women.”
“What?”
“You,” Cody grinned. “You are Clueless to women.”
“Oh really.” Matt said with a smile. “I smell Dare.”
Cody breathed in. “I smell drunken assholes and piss.” Cody replied with a smile.
“I bet you one hundred bucks that you can’t get that girl to give you a kiss.” Matt said as he slammed a hundred dollar bill onto the table.
“Sure you want to loose a hundred bucks?” Cody asked cockily.
“Ha.” Matt said, “I‘m about to gain a hundred.”
“Fine.” Cody said as he pushed himself off the chair. Matt Watched as Cody made his way past people to the bar where the woman was standing. “Hey,” Cody started. She looked over at him and smiled.
“Hi.” She replied. “I‘ll be right up with your drinks.”
“No rush.” Cody replied. “Sorry about my friend, it’s a sucker for a sexy woman.”
“As are all men.” She replied. “All but you.”
“Thanks.” Cody replied with a smile. “Listen, I know you put up with a lot of shit, but o you want to make a hundred dollars of that tools money?”
“I‘m not a whore.” She replied.
“I know that,” Cody replied. “Call you got to do is kiss me.” He replied with a smile.
“You?” She asked confused.
“Yeah, he said I could get you to kiss me He bet me a hundred bucks.” Cody smiled. “I‘ll give it to you when you bring the drinks up.”
“Ok.” She said with a smile. Cody looked up at Matt who was laughing at him. Suddenly his laughter stopped as the woman grabbed Cody by the shirt and pulled him in giving his a kiss on the lips. “Good enough?”
“That’s was worth a hundred bucks.” Cody said with a smile. She laughed and grabbed their drinks along with a bunch other.
“I got to get back to work doll.” She said. “I‘ll be up to your table as soon as possible.” She started away then stopped and looked back at him. “By the way, I don‘t want the hundred, I did it for fun.”
“Ok.” Cody said and laughed to himself. He then moved back up to the table with Matt.
“What the fuck dude?” Matt asked shocked.
“Your turn asshole.” Cody said with a smile. He grabbed the hundred and smiled. “I dare you to go and get a kiss from any woman in this bar.”
“Not yet.” Matt said. “Lets drink.”
As if on que the woman came up and gave them their beers. They clanked there glasses together and started to drink. Matt stopped as Carson continued. He would have to hold himself back tonight, tonight it was about getting Cody drunk enough for him to find out what was bothering him.
Donald Moore? Who’s this dense fucker again?
Ah yes. The little guy that doesn’t know how to watch where he is walking. Moore, you should really realize who you are dealing with? I am and always will be your superior. Its plan and simple.
Know it.
Live it.
Respect it.
You go to Foley and claim to deserve a title shot? That’s funny. Hell that made me laugh al the way down to my big toe. You, deserve a title shot? How many matches have you had here kid? One? Against two more rookies just like yourself? All Of a sudden we should bow to Donald Moore? Good God we have the next Universal champion in out presence. He can beat two only worthless jobbers. God damn, that must really make you important man.
Give me a break.
The only thing that your deserve is a good smack in the face. Oh wait, I already gave you that didn’t I/ then I beat you up twice. I made you go for your nap like your mommy never did eh? When you where like fourteen you mommy still knocked you to sleep while you sucked on her breast eh?
You claim that I should watch my back, that you could come from anywhere. OOWWW…. AHHHH!!!! I’m so scared. Really man, do you think that you scare me? I have seen more shit in my career then you have seen in a life time. Yeah I have been beaten and yeah I have been broken. I have seen people get killed in the ring and I have been on the receiving end of a couple of beating I thought I would never get up from. But here I am. I’m still alive and kicking. Really man if you think that you can scare me with your rookie threats your wrong. So please for the sake of the RWA stop making open ended threats that you will never follow up on. Hell even if you tried I would beat you like the bitch you are.
Infection of perfection eh?
Well, anyone that have sexual relations with you will get an infection of some sort. Almost positive that’s its not perfection. As for you being a new family member, what makes you think you are welcome to the family? Honestly, what hint of anything have you gotten to say that you are welcome to the RWA family?
Nothing.
Shawn Walsh ignored you, Andrew Foley laughed at you about the title shot, and you got slapped in the face by me, now you are getting verbally bitch slapped by me. Do you really think that you are welcome here? News flash idiot, your not.
You may have been able to win titles in your other fag feds but this is the RWA this is the big dogs yard. You have no fucking idea what you have gotten yourself into kid. You Can’t run to mommy and daddy to get them to bail you out of this. You are infected by the RWA and you don’t even know it. You call yourself the Infection of Perfection? The RWA has already infected you, now who fears who?
You jump to the conclusion that everyone is afraid of you. This isn’t the EWE or what ever other gay ass fed you where in. This is a fed of talent, something you didn’t show anyone in beating those two fucks last week. You don’t mean shit, you are as Shawn Walsh would say the shit stain on the RWA’s underwear. That’s all you are. A stain. A shit stain nether the less.
You talk a big game kid, but you really have to learn a lesson. You have jumped into a pool of sharks, a pack of wolves, a pit of rattle snakes, and now you have no way out. There are two options. You join them, or you try to fight against the pack, and you will lose. Do you see what I mean now. You are infected by the RWA, and there is no way out.
So, the balls in your court kid, what are you going to do? Out swim a shark? Out run a wolf? Nope. You will do the only thing you can, you will open your mouth to have it closed again. Then when you finally realize that you are fucked, you will submit to it… you will end it….
You,
Will,
Die.
And me,
Well,
The legacy will continue…