It's Been Awhile
Well... Guess whose back... back again.. Leet is back.. tell a friend.
I guess I should tell you what has been goin on since then. Then being the last time I posted. Well me and Michelle are still going strong. Despite everyones ideas about it. Everyone thought it would be a short thing. Well fuck all of you who thought that. Anyways, I haven't made a rap song in a minute! I have been recording my friend Nick play guitar for the longest now. He is good and we got some good tracks going on right now. I just got some instrumentals from over at Brandons house the other day so I think I might make a couple new tracks or just go all out and make about 20... and release a lil' CD to the school. I don't know mayne... I still ain't got a job... car... or anything like that... I'm 16. Don't get me wrong I can drive the shit out of a car. Better than most of my friends thats for sure. ANd fuck you if you don't believe me, cause I can. : p
School went good this semester.. I got 2 b's 2 c's and 2 d's... hey motha fucka thats good compared to my others. I aint got no F's.. Im not going to play around though this semester Im going to try to get them all C or higher. Cause these grades don't count towards college or anything because they are going to be averaged with the new ones. Or whatever I know you don't care. :p
I'm going to go to my Mom's in Edmond this weekend... for all of you HARDCORE LEET FANS ya'll know I hate Edmond and I was trapped up there and shizzy... yall know the story... well anyways.. I gotta go up there and see my sisters because they are bored out there minds and I know they are. I feel soo dayum sorry for them... they aint got nothing to do. Im going to bring alot shit up there to give them... Music.. and shit like that.
Latly we started making these songs about people over at my house... we call it STORY TIME... lol... we just play a guitar in the background and freestyle stuff and talk shit about people.. Its funny as hell.. People are getting pissed about some of it though. Just certain people. But you know what... if you can't take a joke, blow me and the whole schools! Cause they are going to hear the shit we sing about you! LMAO... Muwhaha...
Oh man Im a bad bitch...
Leet posted 4:43 PM
@ the movies.
I went and saw S.W.A.T. ... what a gay ass movie. It sucked. But yes, I got to see Michelle tonight... thats like the main reason I went. Then afterward I went over to her house till about 11:25 p.m. Yup... it was good. I got to be with her for the longest I have in a looong time. I never had stay like past 7... but tonight was differnt. Yup... oh you know..
Cheya.. But anyways. Thats all pretty much for now.
Leet posted , grr!
New Site.
Yeah, new Leet. Its black... again. Just like me.
Staind is on it... yup and thats about it... Thank you Staind.com for allowing to steal your kool picture... I love you.
: P
Leet posted, newer is uhh.. better!
Holy Crizap.
This really sucks. I'm banned from my girlfriend... if you only knew man... lol. Wow this sucks. I guess I should tell you why, huh.
Wella.... Michael thought it would be funny to go and tag (paint the windshields) of Michelle’s mom’s car. But that’s not what it turned into. Lol. She was maaad. And she said the f word. I’m telling you that was a big shock. It was like catchin the vigin mary in bed with jesus. Lol. Now Im like really bad with there parents. Oh yeah and the thing is that Michael drew a huge shlong on the windshield. I only drew Dusty Butt on the side window. I think that’s what maid her mad. Just a hunch. But now I’m lonely… I don’t know when I’ll talk to her again. The love of my life… grr… I think ima pull some romeo and Juliet shit soon.
In other good news... I was in the school newspaper as a local artist of the week, and it was the first paper of the year. Cheya! lol. Article on "Takeover" and everythin'.
Leet
So So.
Wow that sucks, my girl "Michelle" is in the hospital. She has something wrong with her brain or somethin... really sucks... so pretty much I just stayed at the hospital all day with her... stayed by her side ya know. Cuz I wuv her. Yup...
You see that entry below... the Aug 7th one, its crap. Thats all Im sayin its crap. lol.
Everday I love Michelle more and more.. She will make it through. : )
crazy in love, leet 1:47 AM
Ketchup.
Wow, such a long time without out a word from urs truly right. lol. Well I live in Altus, Oklahoma now... and I dont have a computer, yet. But it's cool. I can live. Finally. Jeezz I don't know where to start on tellin you how my life has gone this past month. damn.
Well I asked Michelle out on July,6 2003. So we have been going out for a month and a day now. I guess the relationship is going good. I don't know... it's alright. I've never gotten this involed with a person for fear of getting hurt by them greatly. I really don't want that to happen. *prays to god* I guess you could say I'm kinda resisting going into it, into it... know wata mean? Like deep-deep-deep into it. That is just scary for me... I don't know I don't think that she trusts me fully anyways. Seein that "I guess" a whole lotta girls like me or something. Not to sound conceded, but there a whole lotta skanks in Altus. lol.
I finally talked with Brandon today about the whole Michelle thing... you might remember me gettin pissed earlier this year about it...*flashback* Brandon went out with Michelle and I didn't know. And Michelle led me on. *end flashback* So I don't know me and him finally got to talkin about it today and we came to the conclusion we both got screwed. And I'm just finally gettin to realize this too. Michelle was sayin I love you to me and Brandon at the same damn time... for like 3 months... and how this information didnt leak when me and Brandon were talking... who knows. lol crazy shit right? And now Im just thinking about it all and I really started gettin mad at Michelle for the whole situation... makes me wanna re-think my whole relationship. Wants me wanna re-think it all, period.
sad but ture, leet 5:13 AM
Cool. I just found this awesome Dj software. It will do till I get some real shit. I love this shit. Ive been scratchin mp3's all day. This shit go fed.
Can't to get some CDJ's or turntables... I think Im gonna go wit the CDJ's tho. ; )
posted 3:59 PM
Bored. Look this is the worst summer of my life. I mean it sucks. I have nothing to do. Im away from all my friends. Im just at home. Ahh I can't take this bull shit. I wanna go to Altus and live with my Dad. So at least I could be somewhat social.
Michelle said that she was going to send me some pics and shit. Thank god. I havent seen her in the longest. I can't wait till I see her again. It will be great.
Well none you people thought it would happen.. but yes Im getting back into efedding. Im going to run the wWc along side Ryan. And Brandon and Philip. It will be run the way it was ment.. all pitching in here and there. And I wont have to be a wrestler in it. Yes :) woot. I have always just wanted to run a succsesfull one.. and damnit. I will...
Damn I have no life.
posted 12:06 AM
I feel pretty good now. Since me and Mom finally talked about me going back to Altus today. She said it would be good if I went with my father back to Altus and to go to school down there. I mean I got more stuff to do down there. Fun place for me.
I really fuckin' hope I go back. I wanna go to Altus Highschool so bad. I think I still got to go to summer school this July I think. Which will suck. I got to go to Edmond Santa Fe Highschool for it. So I'm like... "Oh great another new school". I'm tellin you man I've been to a new school ever 3 months. This shit is pittiful. And its been that way all my life. Oh well. Maybe... hopefully I can come back to Altus and settle somewhere for at least a year or something. It all depends if there is another war or disastor or not. Seeing that he will get reactivated again. I really hope that doesn't happen.
They are really working the shit out of the Army National Gaurd... expacially for this Iraq bullshit. The National Gaurd pretty much won this war for us on the ground in Iraq.
Anyways I'm just happy things are begining to look at bit clearer. So till next time.. im out.
posted 8:40 PM
I don't know if people have realized it yet. But yeah, I have no life. It's a terrible thing. I don't like being coop'd up in this house all the time. But I guess that what you do when you have no one around to see or no where to go. Seein' I was only in school here in Edmond for the last of the year and really didn't make any solid friends. Well now some might say, why don't you just go out and make friends during the summer? Well uh.. I have no way too. I live around a bunch of college students who keep to them selves and I have no transportation. My Mom is never home anymore. She is always with her boyfriend.
It's differnt not having her around as much. I mean she never comes home at night. She goes to work at somewhere around 8am. And comes home at around 4pm, then leves at like 6 and doesn't come back home till then next morning around 7am... then 8am she goes back... its and on going cycle.
I don't ever see her. I'm always on the computer.. hold on I have a incoming call..
Oh how relectant.. and call for Mom. Oh wait that's right she isn't ever here. Yeah well let me tell you something. Ever since she started this cycle with her boyfriend. I've had to take alot of responsiblility. See if Jason X ran through that door... I'd have to kill him. Ok well maybe thats a little desrastic but it could happen.
Anywayz, about my apparent rap career and all. I guess I'm doin ok. Droppin' mixtapes and all. It's ok. I still haven't really got to were I want myself though. I don't really like my voice. But oh well. People are going to have to deal with that. lol.
Well I feel bad now. I hung up on Michelle (my love). I was mad at my Mom for talking some bullshit about what needs to happen and what not.. she ain't ever around "fuck her", lol. But yeah back to Michelle. I feel bad... but she is still like.. "Well when you wanna talk just let me know. I don't want to talk to you when your mad. :-)". She fuckin' put the smilie face and everything. Now that's a women ladies and gentlemen. Most other gurls woulda been like "Awww Hell Naaaw!." But nooo. Not my Michelle. :)
Well Im out.
posted 6:16 PM