Feb.10.05

Have a Crappy Valentines Day.

Osama Bin Laden would like to wish all of you a crappy Valentines Days. No I'm not kidding.

Osmama's Message.

posted by LEET 4:15 P.M.

Feb.06.05

Fuck the Xanga God's.

I went to a dance last night at the blue room. I licked the choad but I still threw bows at a nigga. All the white bitches were tryin to suck the black cock and all the mixed bitches were on me and Joey. Duh stupid-ass.

Yeah I got a MSN PROFILE... Duh Buritto.

posted by LEET 10:18 A.M.

Jan.30.05

New Logo.

Finally results on Unheard logo.



I love this font. Yes, I know the Leet Online font is the same, that's why I'm still working to make a new site. Still working out what it is going to look like, probally something simple like always. "MAYBE" ..... media?

Thats a big maybe. - LEET 11:27 P.M.

Jan.23.05

Update.

I'm working on a new Leet layout now. It is going to be based on the 5.0 layout mostly.

Bored Leet 7:48

Jan.23.05

Fuck.

I'm so damn depressed. Its early in the morning and I can't sleep all I think about is music and writing. It's terrible.

I guess I have a band. Everyone in it is decently talented, it just pissed me off no one will get up off there ass and motivate them selves. No one will write anything. I'm tired of playing covers but it seems no one else is. I don't know if its just time for me to break away from it all, cause its seems as though Im the only one with the dream.

I toss and turn everynight, it sucks. It's funny because most guys that live with there girlfriend would take atvantage, but all I do is write. By the way I play the bass if no one knew.

I'm tired of being in denial about people, and if there going to start trying. I have goals and one life, a chance to do something. And it pisses me off no one else realizes that.

a tired dreamer Leet 7:43 AM

Dec.04.04

51%.

51% The Biggest Majority win in History?

My ass... 51% to 49% sounds great.

To all the intelligent 49% of america who actaully KNEW what they were talking about when it came to politics or the war. This site is for you ... www.sorryeverybody.com.

Nov.23.04

Im Back. Long Time.

Anyways lets not talk about how long it's been since I've posted on here. It'd take to much time.

Were to start...

My band is almost dismantled. To much fighting.

I still make my music though, and constantly worry about life and how, "If I don't practice today I'm going to suck for life." It's rough.

I've been upset latley. Since it is starting to get around the holiday season again... this will be the first holiday season I spend without my family. It's hard to adjust, to wake up and not see those people I've seen for the past 17 years.

I know how bad it looks on me, "Oh look at Dustin he lives with his girlfriend, and he isn't going to see his family this year." I hear everyone talk, they don't know the half of it though. How my father ruined my life tossing me back and forth from households.

I quit my job, I got tired of pulling everyone else's weight. I worked at Benny's Mexican food and Pizza. I was a cook. I did most of the work while everyone else sat on there ass, so no one got pissed when I quit... except the cook's who sat on there ass of course.

I'll be posting music on my 'NEW' music page. http://www.soundclick.com/dustinjameschandler , from time to time. Bass Guitar tracks mainly. But till then I'll keep you posted.

- Leet

Sept.30.04

Damn you talk to much. Fuckin' A. I ain't posted here in a minute. I had to html my way through the host to get here but now Im ok.

I'm going to begin construction on a new website. My bands website... the name "Unheard".

Band consist's of...

James D. - Vocals
Nick S. - Guitar
Brandon - Guitar
Dustin C. - Bass
Drums - Jay R.

So I gotta to get to work right now. Tired of typing. Fuck you. bye.

Aug.05.04

These chicks don't even know the name of my band.

I think I might finalyl be in a serious band now. I think the name is going to be "Unheard" but that is still pending. We got a drummer from Davidson.

Anyways. Teresa went back to get the charges dropped for beating Missy's ass... but she exstended them because she is a scared lil' white girl.

baa.. Im tired. bye.

July.24.04

Leet Online Since June,26 2002.

Yes it's been that long. I'm going to be putting archives up today of all the leet's including the very first one! Should be fun to look back on.

They will be posted on the main page.

July.22.04

What you need boy is a job.

God, I've heard it all my life. And I finally got one. Not because anyone had forced me too. I got a job because I felt I needed it. Being out in the world at a young age like me you really have no choice. It's like my freedom is fucked. Because of the problems my parents have.

I know my mom is trying to do her best in Edmond paying off her fines and bills she has, she is in debt and far from getting out. I know she needed time to get adjusted. And my Dad... well I don't know. He kicked me out and is the reason I live with my girlfriend and her family in case you didn't already know. I guess I should tell you a little about this story to fill you all in... well here is goes.

My Dad kicked me out of his house when I was living with him. Because I fell through a wall in his house. lol, as crazy as that sounds. Nothing big or anything. But I just tripped and fell and it was a soft spot in the wall... the hole was a bout 4 foot in height and width. But you know accidents happen. Well he was just waiting for me to slip up because he wants to be alone. I guess he doesn't want to be what he is supposed to be, a father. So he kicked me out completly ignoring the fact of it would fuck up my school situation. I was about to pass all of my keys classes for once, because I hadn't been in one school for a full year since I can't remeber when. But he kicked me out with three more fuckin' weeks to go. Sending me back to live with my Mom in Edmond, a hundred some-odd-miles away from Altus. He didn't enroll me out of school in Altus so my attendece added up and I lost credit because I missed more than ten days. Thanks alot asshole, for fuckin up my life. I'll never forgive you for it.

So now I look like the bad guy,

I moved away from Edmond and back to Altus... for my girlfriend because she lives here? No, because I have too.. my mom just can't do it. She sent my sister to California with my Grandma and now they are living out there for who knows how long. And I live with my girlfriend now, Teresa.

Now listen to this... my Dad never knew about me not passing because of him. Neither does anyone on his side of the family. Only me, and friends and mom and sisters know. And I can't tell my Dad's side of the family cause they would trip out and find someway to blame this all on my Mom, and get the cops involed.. which wouldn't be good because my Mom has a suspended Driver Liscence untill she gets outa Debt and she has to work to get out so how the FUCK ELSE IS SHE GONNA MAKE MONEY!?! FUCKIN AMERICA AND YOUR FCKED UP SYSTEM.

FUCK YOU!

And if they were to find out.. the cops would catch on to my mom and send her to jail. Thus fuckin her over. I don't want that to happen. I stay quiet.

So now you can see why my Dad's side of the family would look down on me.... "Oh this motha fucker is runnin wild livin with his girlfriend, she is going to get pregnant! Why don't you live with your Dad your mom is a piece of shit BLA BLA!"

You know what FUCK every single one you. They have no idea what Im going through. Blind from the truth. Im trying to finish school. Leave me the hell alone.

I can't wait till I turn 18... because you know what that means? I can do what ever the FUCK I WANT. That means I can call them up and tell them all the shit the've put me through. And the cops can't do shit. Can't send my mom to jail either! Cause I can stay were I want.

I can't wait for that day... it will be so great. Mark your calender's for April,3 2005

Because all hell is breaking loose.

July.13.04

I want candy. Bubblegum and Taffy, skip to the sweetshop to meet my sweet heart Sandy.

July.08.04

Scream as loud as you want.

I don't know what it is with people. I'll sit back.. and I'll trrry to ignore people talkin shit. But when they do it over and over and over it gets to the point you just wanna shake em. Thats were I stand right now.

Like today I go inside to pay for my girlfriends gas and then she comes in after me talking about, "Someone just yelled Slut, I don't know who it was though. I didn't see the car." I was like... "Oh it's just probally those mature people." (Thinking back to a previous conversation I had with my ex. She said we were immmature and always started things.)

All I do is sit back and laugh at these fucking morons who feed off of what we do. It's like a kid with A.D.D. throwing rocks at a tiger waiting for it to eat him. I mean these bitches got it comin after Aug.4. When the shit gets dropped. No we are not going to whip your ass or anything. We are going to do the worst thing, forget about you completly. God knows you all wouldn't want that to happen.

As for the aftermath of the so called "Fight" at the race tracks. Michelle is now talking about some, "Your stupid how did Justin talk to Teresa when he stayed with me that night?". Because Teresa talked to Justin the following day you dumb bitch. He was talking about how he doesn't want to start anything with us and he doesn't want the drama. We were kool. And he gave us his number if Michelle ever tries to speak for him again. Michelle also printed things from this very site and conversations we had showing them to him I guess hoping to get some kinda of raise out of him. But the fact of the matter is...

Michelle can print all the shit off this site she wants, and no one will give a fuck. That's why your bitch ass was cryin. Because you know its true.

The days seem to go on forever and ever ... just waiting for Aug. 4th to come. Teresa will be free to whip anyones ass again. It's seems as though they forgot how this all happened in the first place.

Missy got her ass beat for talkin shit. I got the police report to prove it, all of injuries that were photographed... wait they werent because the machine was broken, lol. It's like they think we don't know these things.

I swear to whatever god you belivie in... that the worst thing I ever did was introduce everyone to them. It was back when I was going to move away to edmond. (I since then moved back) Everyone met them at the local wal-mart. From there they all started to affiliate with my group since then... we have found out there fuckin crazy and they stay latched on because were the best thing theyv'e ever had. And that's the damn truth. We brought them out of there caves and into the world for too long, now they got a mind of there own. And its scary as fuck.

Thinking back to the day they met everyone. They as in Michelle, Missy and Chanda. Now Chanda went on to meet up with Jermie. Jermie and Chanda hooked up and Jermie used her for sex for hell knows how long. Jermie is a person who loves without loving... if that makes any sence. It makes sence as to... he doesn't really give a shit about anyone. Everyone has something that he can benifit off of and if that person loses that benifit, say goodbye to Jermie.

Jermie said he loved Chanda, I swear to god if Chanda didn't have a pussy. He would slowly drift away. And Chanda deserves so much better. Better than Jermie, everyone does.

Chanda went to GA this summer and Chanda's parnets knocked some sence into her about Jermie using her for sex. So she broke up with him, I guess you can kinda say it was forced... but it was damn well needed.

After that had happened Jermie came running back to the group asking us for pitty. (When I say running back I mean he left us for her... stayed at her house 24/7 out in the country for over a year.) So were all like.. uh who they fuck are you?

We could give a shit about what you, think you feel!

So after we shot Jermie down he goes and makes friends with Michelle and Missy. Aww how Ironic, since we don't give you what you want... you use them for what you want .... pitty.

So I know they all talk shit about us all day everyday. While we go about our lives. Its just that there the voice in the back of my head and thats were they want to be. But they are all slowly moving out the back of my head ..... and out the door.

July.05.04

Phsyco Goupie Cocaine Crazy.

Dear god... ok you (Michelle) tell me to show up at 11:45 so I can whip your man's ass then after that shake the shit out of you. But where are you? No fuckin where to be found isn't that about some BULLSHIT. Im so pissed off you talk all this shit and never capitalize on it. This ignorant convrentation between has to end. This is more than I can deal with, a skinny immature bitch just playin with my mind.

Anyways the 4th was good I went out with Brandon and Dexter and shot fireworks off at the Racetrack after we got done watching them at the Altus Resivour.

God I can't wait untill Nick gets back. It's about some bullshit without him. Summer just sucks without all your friends... expacially your best friend. He gets back July, 28... better believe I'm countin down the days.

I ain't got anything else to say.

Sunday, July.04.04

Aw Shut Up.

This is my outlash of words to the public.

Fuck you Michelle McArthur... your angery that I cheated on you and I have girl that I could only dream about. Stop being sour because Teresa whipped your sisters ass and if she woulda saw you.. you woulda been next bitch. And you can talk all you want but you know its damn true! You lost in court and the charges are gettin dropped. Face it you suck dick. And your an ugly whore I went out with only for the pure fact of I needed someone to talk to.. and it was damn great being with you in public, because before I was with a slut and then I didnt have to worry about anyone stealin you away from me because you dont eat, and go to the hospital for not eating.

Fuck Rap... you ignorance and no talent it takes to make this kind of pathetic music makes me sick, why was I so blind to not realize it. Your all sellouts unless you live in the bronx or houston texas.

Fuck ignorant pieces or shit... you talk shit about me and my "family" when I turn my back... Fuck you Ellisa and your punk rock friends... next time I meet you Im shakin the shit out of you.

Fuck everyone that doubts me in any kind of shape or form.

That is all... : )