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[ Do you believe in Murphy’s law? You know what can go wrong will. I never gave any thought to it really. That was till callisto enter AWA. Maybe her being here shouldn’t worry me, but it does disturb me a bit of how she keeps asking about Mike. I really feel like she may even try to take him from me. Whether or not Mike will give into it I can’t say for sure. However, she does appear to be pre-occupied with him. I called my mom and she told me not to worry that Mike loves me, and that I shouldn’t doubt him because we are moving in together. That should be enough for me but I still can’t shake this feeling that he may get curious. So I did something that I never thought I would do. My mind began to wonder for ways to think of to try to seduce Mike. And after serious thought I made one of the biggest decisions in my life. I wanted to lose my virginity to him. It’s a hugely big decision for me but I know it’s the right one. This isn’t the 50’s anymore and I have to stop being so cautious and living so strict. I began to form a plan of exactly what I should do to make the night perfect. Every detail had to be just right. Also I knew that Mike would think I was only doing this for him and not for me so he would have to be in a situation where no man could say no. Again I go back to I don’t exactly know what that would be. My inexperience definitely had me at a disadvantage, which bring me to my something I thought I would never do. On my way out to my car to head to the mall for the things I would need to make the night perfect I called the one person I knew could help me. ] Skylar Black: “Hello?....Hello? Can you hear me?” [ Geez I really hope my phone connection isn’t a bad one. This is so important to me and I don’t have time to waste. I pulled out of the drive way and on to the street that leads to the main road. For a moment, I held my cell phone in front of my face to see if it disconnect but it didn’t so I repeated myself. ] Skylar Black: “Hello? Brandi?” Brandi James-Young: “Who the hell is this?” [ My first reaction was to forget the whole thing and try to go it alone but I couldn’t take any chances. If I didn’t want to lose mike and make sure the he, patience and myself became a family I needed her help. If anyone knows how to keep a man, or get one to chase you, it’s Brandi James. Taking a deep breath, I softly said.] Skylar Black: “It’s Skylar…are you busy?” Brandi James-Young: “That all depends.” Skylar Black: “On what?” Brandi James-Young: “On why you’re calling me. You aren’t thinking about asking me to convince Rick that Mike should stay in the guest house are you?” Skylar Black:”Oh no, not at all. In fact Mike and I are buying a home together.” Brandi James-Young: “Hmmmm, really? Funny how Rick failed to mention that to me…” Skylar Black: “I’m sorry,” Brandi James-Young: “No don’t be it’s great news. Now I don’t have to worry about Mike being around swimming naked at odd hours of the night. Or him keeping Rick over there playing video games till 4am.” Skylar Black: “Yeah, Mike does love his video games. He and Rick have some tournament or something going on.” Brandi James-Young: “I guess…I tend to tune rick out when he talks nonsense like that.” Skylar Black: “Awe, I think it’s cute that they are close like that..” Brandi James-Young: “I suppose, but it is a bit pathetic that two grown men get so into that.” Skylar Black: “It’s still nice they are close…” Brandi James-Young: “Anyway…if you aren’t calling for that. Then why are you calling me?” Skylar Black: “Actually it’s a bit of a long story..” Brandi James-Young: “Well…I don’t have time for long stories. So do your best to shorten it up.” Skylar Black: “I’ll try…” Brandi James-Young: “Good enough. So what is it?” [ I tried to search for the best way to make it short with out blurting out I want to make love to Mike. I took so long infact at the stop sign the car in back of me started beeping. Quickly I took a left on the main road to the mall, and …] Brandi James-Young: “Hello….umm reason.” Skylar Black: “Right…sorry..well it’s just that I want to have a nice romantic evening with Mike and I was wonder exactly what you think the perfect evening of romance would be.” Brandi James-Young: “Skylar do you mean romantic evening as in you and mike are going to fuck?” [ I cant’ believe that she said that. I certainly did not intend to fuck Mike, I do however intend on making love to him. Even a woman like Brandi James should know the difference. Then again maybe she doesn’t. I’ve never once heard Rick say to her, “I want to make love to you,” or her say to him..”make love to me.” I felt very defensive.] Skylar Black: “Brandi NO! I don’t want to fuck Mike…I want it to be perfect is all. I want us to make love and it be a night we won’t forgot.” [ She laughed a bit and I have to say it hurt my feelings. It shouldn’t have surprised me and sort of didn’t. But my feelings just the same were hurt.] Brandi James-Young: “Oh that’s right I forgot..You’re a virgin..aren’t you?” Skylar Black: “Eh…yes…” Brandi James-Young: “And you want Mike to be the first?” Skylar Black: “Yes, He’s the only man I’ve ever trust. Besides we are moving in together. This is right I just feel it…Will you help me?” Brandi James-Young: “What do you want to know?” Skylar Black: “What to wear? Should I cook dinner? What to serve for desert.” Brandi James-Young: “Well…go to fredrick’s of Hollywood. They have better stuff than Victoria Secret does for lingerie. I’d go with something black…black lace is always sexy, with garter belts. Men love those. Remember Skylar men are visual creatures. They love to undress you in their heads and anytime they can buckle or undo anything, it’s good. What I would do is while your kissing mike take his hand and run it up the top of your leg to where the garter meets your panties and undo it together. It’s always something sexy when you show him the way around your body.” Skylar Black: “Wow..ok…but what about food? And desert…” Barndi James-Young: “Since it’s your first time, I wouldn’t bother with food. No matter how hungry a man is. He’ll starve if he can have sex first…no excuse me. He’ll starve if he can make love first.” Skylar Black: “Thank you…” Brandi James-Young; “Right…any how the food would just get cold. Just pick up some lunchmeat and rolls to have a quick sandwich after wards. And as far as the desert goes just get a can of whip cream and when your naked let him lick it off you. And that’s desert.” Skylar Black: “Lick it off of me?” Brandi James-Young: “Trust me…Josh loved when he came home from the ball park and I was standing there just wearing a whip cream bikini.” Skylar Black: “Whip cream bikini?” Brandi James-Young: “Yes, I was totally naked. And put whip cream on me as if I had a bikini on..you know like panties and bra top…” Skylar Black: “Guys like that?” Brandi James-Young: “They love that…but wait till you and mike have been having sex for a bit. Because once a guy sees you in a whip cream bikini there is no way you can say make love to me, it’s all out fucking on the floor or stairs. Which ever you’re closest to.” Skylar Black: “Well..I want it to be sweet and person.” Brandi James-Young: “Don’t do the whip cream bikini then…go with the black lace and a bottle of champagne. “ Skylar Black: “I’ll keep that in m…Whoa…oh my god!” Brandi James-Young: “Skylar?.....Skylar?...Hey…what the hell is wrong?....Skylar…You know nice girls don’t play jokes like this. I demand you to talk to me…..Hello? Hello…?” [ In that one second everything changed. I went to go through a set a lights and a drunk drive coming from a restaurant on the busy strip where the mall was ran a red light. He floored right into me barreling right into the drives side door of my car. My seat belt jerked me so hard that I was like a ping-pong ball. The glass shattered and looked like tiny fragments of iridescent crystals floating through the air only they were cutting me. I only knew that by the blood trickling down my face. I heard Brandi’s voice in slow motion calling my name but I couldn’t even scream for help. I was in shock and wasn’t even sure if I could move. Then I realized that I shouldn’t know about the blood trickling down my face or the way I was bent like an according. I was looking right at myself all bent and cut my hair blonde hair now red from being soaked in my blood. I heard the ambulance sirens coming for us, as I felt myself slipping away. Looking up I saw the preverbal white light and couldn’t resist walking towards it. It was so inviting, friendly, and warm. I didn’t feel anything but a peace that came over me. My perfect evening that I was supposed to have with the love of my life will never be. Would he miss me? Maybe not he’ll just forget about me in time I suppose. I just knew that I couldn’t resist this peace and happy feeling I felt as I drew near getting closer to it. I walked close enough to touch the warmth that lit my face with sunshine…As my life here on earth. 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