Match: Vs. Xaria Linette (Singles Match)
Location: Toronto, Ontario, Canada
Event: Violence
Date: Sunday, April 6th, 2008
Belt: None
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I spent time in the room on the top floor with great windows that during the day let in plenty of light. Right now though this room was illuminated by all but one desk lamp. This room had become my new office and a place where I did some of my best reflections on what I wanted to achieve in this business. On the huge section of built-ins that lined the wall behind my desk was a blank area of wall in the middle where I kept many of my prized wrestling accolades. Inside of protected cases mounted on the center of the wall were various title belts I had won, there were three sets of Tag Team belts, the primetime, Uncensored and valor championships that were located one at a time after each set of Tag Team title and in a separate tall glass case in the middle was the Happenstance Trophy with the happenstance crown setting a top the trophy very much crowning it.

On the walls to either side of it were pictures of me hanging out friends I had made within the wrestling industry, some pictures taken right after winning championships – others from some of the big spots I had taken in matches and of course plenty of pictures of my closest friends. Honestly it still amazes me how much I have accomplished so quickly in an industry as tough as wrestling. Sure deep down I know I have what it takes but for a while there was a question of if I was good enough. Recently though that question has been answered I am more than good enough and everybody that has ever seen me wrestle or got in that ring with me knows it.

Soon enough I will claim the prize that has escaped my grasp thus far, after all it’s what all of us winners do. We see something we want and we take it, and I will because I’m a winner and most importantly because I can. For I have learned from the best, worked harder than most ever will and it’s already been well established that I’m destined for great things. Nobody can stop that – sure I might be arrogant but I back it up and that’s what matters. I have the mindset it takes to make sure I get the job done and I’m ruthless enough to do so however I see fit.

If one thing has always made me laugh, it’s how people assume that because I wrestle and that I’m arrogant that I can’t back it up or that I can’t use my head to make up for the fact that I’m “kinda small for a wrestler” as one of my former trainers said to me. I proved them all wrong though – I’ve become a huge star against all odds. I’ve excelled quicker than most could even dream and I know why people try to tell me, that my time will be never it’s because there scared of what I will become, they see how great I am already in only just over my second year pro. Much like the fine wine I drink, I know I’m simply getting better with age.

I’m going to make it huge you just wait and see.... or better yet ask Anthony Johns.

Sure I’ve hit a momentary set back and now have a few hurdles to jump sort to speak but being a true great and a champion in industries of any kind isn’t measured solely on who wins and who loses – it is measured by how a man learns from his mistakes and faces the adversity head on. Nobody else might believe I can actually claim the big prize but that’s fine – I believe in myself and that’s all I’ve ever needed before and that’s I will ever need.

Mark my words – I will have my place at the top: even if I have to go through an angel to get to god. This isn’t just about titles or wrestling this is about what I am about – this is about being the best this is about me being at the top of the mountain as the best in the industry, this is about the goodlife.

A status which is perfectly fitted for me... even through that loss and what happend on Violence has helped confirm my greatness. Don't follow, just think about it: there can be victory in defeat and a silver lining to things that seem bad. I'm that silver lining and that Requiem I took on Violence proves it. See sure I lost but Legend got lucky... it was a desperation thing, and that's one of the only times he's ever been pushed like that. So even in a loss I showed once and for all, that I'm right up there on that devine level that many figure is only there for Manifest Entity but now all should know that is no longer the case and soon this silver lining shall become golden.

Was what happened good or bad?

Is the world a good place or a bad place?

When wondering about things, and attempting to figure out a situation, some people ask is the glass half full? Or is the glass half empty?

Me, I ask are you going to drink that?

Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not an alcoholic or anything like that, though I do I like to drink... It's a Canadian thing. However that’s neither here nor there, the point I’m trying to make by saying are you going to drink that? Is simple, these days it seems that everybody prefers to look at things as either black or white. They refuse to the see the gray areas that or they are too ignorant and content with believing things are just one or the other.

Not me though, I read between the lines.

Did I lose the match last week against Legend? Yes, does that annoy me – No, not at all you see despite the fact that I have lost the match, there was a victory in that defeat. For you see this time Legend got the job done yes, but even more so then back at BwF Danger Zone, he barely accomplished that win. How do I know that? Well for one I was took that Requiem that got him the win and then I heard fans talking about it after not to mention some of the other wrestlers in the back, and I can tell you the over all census was that he hit the move as fast as he’s ever hit it. Now that part doesn’t surprise me, because he had to hit it the fastest he ever had because he had never faced a man that made him step up his game to that level, he had to hit it so fast because he was desperate.

It’s like people have always said desperate men do desperate things, so that explains it. Yes he won, but he did so while being so desperate because though he won’t admit it, on that night even with him on Manifest Entity code Red… I proved that I am still right up there on gods level. That being said Legend – you may have slowed my deification but that hasn’t stopped me from becoming one of the gods of this industry. You see Legend, like it or not I’m right up there matching you move for move when your at your best and even and for now I’ll take my place as a disciple, just slightly lower on the mountain then you for the time being, but make no mistake about it Ant. Your spot will be mine – sooner than later… because I will topple god.

I know that I have what it takes and one loss to Legend doesn’t mean anything anymore, to some it might be a huge deal after all on most days it seems like it would mean you have no life in the wrestling world but to me, that doesn’t apply – I saw the desperation in gods eyes before he put me down for the three – and after it was a look of relief, something you hardly ever see on his face, now Anthony will never admit it but he knows I’m up on his sacred level just like Danny Allan is, only his desperation that came in the form of a Requiem last week showed that unlike in the Allen situation even god has something to fear and that which he fears is AJ Donavon, because there is someone else that has actually reached that divine stature, that he seems to think only belongs to people he allows… only that’s not the case as I stand defiant in opposition of the Manifest Entity.

Which actually makes the match I’m in this week rather fitting, because it would seem as if on some level that if I want another shot at god then I must annihilate an angel. A rainbow angel no less, it’s somewhat poetic really. Now while I know the Rainbow Angel stands for everything opposite of Legend, it really doesn’t matter because this match isn’t even about her. Xaria is simply been placed in the wrong place at the wrong time, that’s really not my problem because in the end I could care less if she thinks that life is good and has a positive outlook on things, I could care less if she’s angelic or that she’s a former world champion. Those points all mean nothing for this week the only thing she is, is the wrestler that I’m going to make an example of. I’m going to prove to the world that once and for all the only thing that matters on eWo television is AJ Donavon. Ya see Xaria as much as you’d like to think you’re a big player in the wrestling world it’s just not the case. I mean take a look around your nothing but a fraud, look at your entire career – you play the innocent little girl and many buy into it but not me. You see Xaria you’re two faced you play this innocent act to draw attention to yourself because without that gimmick you’d have nothing. You simply cannot get by just being yourself you have to be the rainbow angel just to get people to even pay attention to you. Otherwise without all sweet angel act you’d be a nobody.

That’s what I’m going to turn you into though come Violence this week, because you see Xaria you are blocking my shot at Legend for all I know your doing god’s bidding it wouldn’t surprise me because I’ve see your not as pure as you’d like to think you are. It’s like I mentioned earlier you are a fraud – I mean look at what you have done on your own, you won the LWA World Title right? I mean wow and look what happened right after you did … the whole place shut down. Then again your biggest success was in eWo and why was that Xaria, was it because you really did a good job or was it because you leached off of everyone else to help make you look credible. Of course it was the latter I mean your tag team title reign was probably your biggest claim to fame but there is only one reason you even kept that gold, and it was because Alexis Sykes did all the work, she was the only reason you had some success then there was that whole Iconoclast bit, I’m sure you remember when the Cats were merged with the Clast, honestly though that was all Drake’s doing because he fell for your sweet heart child like demeanor.

I admit I also did for a little while but you know what I learned from that time that we were together? I learned that you aren’t all you hope people see you as, I learned that you are perhaps the stupidest women on the face of the earth… not to mention that as much as you wish everyone could just get along, it’s all a crock of shit you preach to make you get noticed. How do I know this Xaria? It should be obvious do you remember how for a while I cared about you? Of course you do … anyway the point is this lets go back to that time where both you and I took a savage beating from Legend and Alex Young… then a couple weeks after that I did perhaps the stupidest thing I have ever done I went and got in a fight with Legend while I had a concussion and he beat me but good. After that though – where the hell were you huh? Nowhere to be found – there were no hospital visits, you wouldn’t return my phone calls, and it was right then and there you showed your true colors. You worry only about yourself – because I saw you return to action only to worry about yourself and challenge Legend for the world title … just face it despite your innocent demeanor you embody everything that you claim to hate and fight against. That is the reality of the situation Xaria – I mean after you showed what you truly were I decided to that it was better to kick a fake, hypocritical, coattail ridding, spotlight mootching bitch to the curb. Despite what you believe the only reason people even looked your way was because some of my spotlight landed on you … since you were right there beside me for a while – without me you would forever be known as the undeserving LWA Champion.

Which is really all you have ever been and all you will ever be.

You simply can’t stand on your own … I’ve proved that before and I will again because quite frankly your stupid and have zero grasp on reality. You probably still believe in Santa Clause and the Easter Bunny and all that shit. When faced with real life you just hide in that innocent shell as if it’s a security blanket. Otherwise when you’re faced with reality you become a blubbering crying mess. I’ve made you that before and why? It was all because I wanted to … it was all part of a plan, to show you that you have no business being in the same building as me… for you have no right to be in the presence of greatness. After all why do you think I dropped you like a bad habit last year? It’s because I couldn’t stand your bullshit anymore, so after setting up the plan with Bobby, I put the plan into motion. Think about it Xaria … when you and Alexis lost the tag titles to Bobby and myself – did you really think I didn’t know that Bobby was there that night? Please you bought into every word I said… I guess I should become an actor or something because that performance I gave after that about knowing nothing about it would have gained me an Oscar. You see Xaria even back then the second I realized you were just using me to have a spotlight and further your own agenda because you never could get anywhere on your own I was more then ready to kick you back into the gutter from which you crawled. So that’s exactly what I did … and I’m sure you’ll remember that night forever because not only did I literally kick you to the curb, I made sure to rip your heart in two and when you cried and broke down, it made the whole plan totally worth it.

You see Xaria even back then it was obvious that you don’t deserve to be taken seriously in life, let alone this business. I mean really Xaria the things you do to gain attention it’s quite honestly embarrassing – and without someone else holding you up with a crutch you do nothing in this industry and that’s what I’m going to make sure of come Violence – I will make sure you never get a chance to suck the life from the industry ever again with your innocent bullshit. All I see you as is a spoiled little bitch who has to get her way or she throws a hissy fit. To be brutally honest – what happened to you at the new reality while funny as shit is nothing compared to what I’m going to do to you. I’m going to take great pride in showing that everything you have ever accomplished has been directly relate to others that you team with and leaned on for support. You might think you’re all righteous but your not… you act it will but that’s all it is and I don’t buy it anymore not for a second. So you sit there and get yourself all psyched up for this match – you believe that your tag team title reign was justified and that you’re important to this business. Give your new husband a kiss and tell him you’ll love him forever, even if he won’t. I mean after all Xaria becoming Ms. Frank Murdoch isn’t exactly something to be proud of … but it doesn’t surprise me that you believe his “love” you and him both live in your own little worlds.

Since correct me if I’m wrong but wasn’t he the guy that insulted you every chance he got … called you a whore a slut and everything else under the sun. But now he’ loves you – sure whatever. I think it’s just obvious that Frank decided to buy the cow to get the milk, and now he’s stuck and stuck good … because unlike me … if the cow isn’t giving the milk for free then you move on to another pasture sorta speak. Too each his own though I suppose, though I will admit you both make a great couple. Two former world champions who were the instant cause of the companies demise. Wow you both must feel proud, other than that it’s like I’ve said all along Frank wished he could be me… but that never happened and now he’s stuck with you. Me though I’m free as a bird, free to do what I want and free to give you the single worst beating you’ve ever had in your entire life and that’s exactly what I’m going to do. For my quest is to once again have a match with god… and clearly in order to close to that opportunity I have to kill an angel. I’m fine with that since as I progress towards the gold that is rightfully mine, I must travel across the rainbow to lead me to the gold and from the highest point of that arch is where I shall take over this rainbow road to my gold.

You just better pray that the Rainbow Angel indeed does have wings other wise it’s a long fall with a deadly neck snapping landing as you face plant from an nearly angelic place straight to where you belong in the depths of obscurity – this is my time to shine. What I do is for me – for nobody else all that matters is me, Now with that being said you can easily imagine you don’t fit into that equation. So I will eliminate you, swiftly and violently because I can, Once and for all I proving that you are mid-card at best and that you don’t belong in the same ring as me. If anything you should be home with Frank, being all bare-foot and pregnant living in some shack no doubt in Tornado alley… remembering the days where you thought you were something important because mark my words that’s all you’ll have left … That is, if you can remember anything when I’m done with you. So, before our match arrives you be sure to give Frank some more lip service for making you feel important again, then give Rai a high five or whatever the hell it is you can do with that concept in that head of yours. Maybe go out and eat a last meal – hopefully something at a fast food place since I know from before that the simple concept of cutlery alludes you – way to pick a winner Frank. Haha… Point is Xaria just like when you go out to eat, when you wrestle in that ring you are nothing short of embarrassing. I’m so sick of people who can’t hold a candle to my ability getting all the attention it’s ruining a business that I love and I’m not going to take it anymore it’s time for me to take my place at the top of the mountain and you are a small obstacle that I am more then willing to destroy in that ring in order to have the chance to once again accomplish that.

Come Sunday, everyone will see exactly what it looks like and what happens when an angel dies.