I fear death; I fear the thought of leaving behind my dreams unaccomplished and leaving Suki behind with her never knowing how I feel for her. I fear failure, which once again links back to the thought of never accomplishing my dreams. I fear rejection, that Suki won't accept my love.

I fear many things, I fear losing her. I fear losing myself. I fear waking up one day and her not being there anymore. Shit, I fear ending my career every time I step into the ring.

I'm human, not God. I fear like everyone...and I fear many things. But as I said, if there's anything that I don't fear and possibly never will fear; it's Remi Bonneau and Ian.

Granted, I may be fearful of their actions, but neither man poses a threat to my safety and/or well being. Neither man would attempt to end my life out there, much less my career. I have no reason to fear them because I understand the fact that they are honorable wrestlers with good intentions.

Fear is something that I hold for the more important things in life, it's generally not directed at me from a person specifically. the last time I feared a man was Simon Tyrell, and I've fought through that fear all ready.

However, I do fear for others. I fear for my friends and what's happenin in their lives. I fear the same for my family and loved ones, that suddenly the hardships they're experiencing will drive them over the edge.

Chris Champion is all ready close enough to see the bottom of the cliff, one nudge and he'll fall into the abyss. I can't let him fall, I refuse to see him go down at the hands of fear, to fail at his dream of the gold. I won't let him suffer the agonizing pain I had to when Crystal died.

I just have to keep instilling faith into him and fighting off the fear that he is being consumed by. Chris Champion does not deserve to go through the same pain that I had to endure oh so long ago, no one deserves it truthfully.

The fact of the matter is that everyone experiences fear and fights through it day by day. It's hard to say for something people what it is exactly that they fear. Why, for all I know Simon Tyrell could fear fuzzy pink kittens, God only knows. But so long as you fight your fears they will never be able to completely consume you, and your faith will allow you to continue forward.

Fear is the thing that weighs you down, it's what keeps you from reaching your highest potential and pushing past it to greater things. It wasn't that long ago that fear managed to overcome me for a short period of time, but when I shrugged it off and continued forward I quickly came to the realization that I had made it farther then then I ever had before.

I fear losing this Suicide. I fear losing every match that I've ever had. But the fact of the matter is that I also have faith in my abilities and the fact that I could win.

I have faith that I'm going to kick your ass, Ian.

I have faith that I'm going to take you down, Remi.

It's faith that drives me forward, and it's faith that will keep my fears from pulling me back.