Controlled Aggression
Scene fades in once again to Beast's hotel, except this time, he's lying in bed, half under the covers with his huge, ripped upper body leaning up against the head of the bed. He's got the remote in his hand, flipping through the channels, when he comes across a replay of Troy's latest promo. He stops and puts the remote down and watches intently as Troy does his thing, and when it's over, Beast pumps his arms in the air, lets out a huge resounding "WHOOOOOOOO!" and claps his hands exuberantly.
Beast: Yeah! Way to go, Troy!
Mr. Douglas finally took the long hard walk down the yellow brick road and found himself a personality!
Congratulations!
You think I don't get it, but I do, Troy, I really do.
I look at you, and I see something that I'd bet you probably don't even know exists. I see a scared man who's been through an awful lot of sh*t in his life. I see a guy who's let that sh*t overcome him, and let it hold him back.
All because he hasn't been able to reach down and find whithin himself what's always been there. He's been too busy trying to contain it rather than let it out.
But you feel it now, don't you, Troy? You feel that beast within you, kicking and fighting and screaming ready to burst out of you like a freaking waterfall of emotion that just won't stop. That's been your problem. You've been trying to hold it back, cap it, capture it in your body's bottle, trying to build a dam around it inside of you so that it doesn't consume you and make you do some crazy sh*t that you're going to regret later.
But that's been your problem all along.
You had a major life altering event with the loss of your family. When they died, a part of you died as well. But it was replaced by this constant gnawing feeling in your guts. This ever-present sense of pure, unchecked rage and hate and anger living in a pocket of your soul, just waiting to get out and wreak havoc on anything around you. You've had this throbbing, pulsating desire to just f*cking LOSE IT and do what you've always wanted to do. Break stuff. Smash some sh*t up. Walk down the street and grab the nearest poor sonofab*tch and pound the tar out of him until he's within an inch of his poor pathetic life. After all, why should he live? Why should your family be taken from you and this sack of sh*t be allowed to continue to walk the streets at night? What makes him more important than your family?
Come on, Troy, level with me. You've always wanted to do it. You know you could have.
So why didn't you?
I'll tell you why.
Because you're afraid.
You're afraid that if you would have let loose, you would have done an awful lot of things that you were going to regret. You were afraid that you would get caught, maybe thrown in jail, and then you'd never have the chance to settle the score. You were afraid that if you opened up the dam, you'd never get it shut again.
So, you simply listened to all the psychologists and therapists and bottled everything up inside.
And you did this for your mental health?
Christ, you're dumber than I thought. Surely you've heard the stories of other people in similar situations. The wife who takes a sh*tkicking from her husband every night for 15 years, but just keeps taking it. She takes it every night and doesn't say a damn word to anyone, and then all of a sudden her husband is found with his head in two pieces with his wife standing over him with a shotgun. All the neighbors say "she was such a nice gentle woman, how could she have done this?" Simple. She bottled it in until she couldn't take it anymore and exploded, and did something she's going to have to pay for the rest of her life.
You see, there's a little trick to all of this.
Yes, keep it locked up inside, but you need to be able to channel it when you need it. It's almost like Superman calling on one of his powers to save the day. Keep it inside, but keep it boiling, keep it hot, ready to explode, and then, when you need it...
Beast's arm whips out and smashes the lamp beside the bed. The light goes out, and we hear dozens of shards of glass falling on the table. The light from the television flickers across the room, lighting up only half of Beast's face.
Beast: Controlled aggression, Troy.
This situation you've gotten yourself into is very similar to the beaten wife, Troy.
You've let this eat away at you for an entire year. You've held all this sh*t inside for much too long, and now you just couldn't hold it anymore.
And now, you say that it's going to be me that pays for it.
Think again, Junior.
Son, you can step between those ropes and you can let all the rage out of your system you want, and it's still not going to change the fact that you're not going to beat me at Aggression. You can come to the ring, try and attack before the bell rings... it's not going to work.
You see, I have every idea what you're going to be throwing at me at Aggression. It's going to be raw emotion, raw power, raw hatred... fuelled by an overwhelming desire to kick my ass because I'm the one who's finally pissed you off enough for you to snap.
Beast holds his hand up into the moonlight, and it's just enough that we can see blood running all over his hand, but he shows no sign of pain or worry. He snaps his fingers...
Beast: Just like that, Troy.
I have you exactly where I want you.
You think that because you have this new found rage and emotion flowing through you that you're going to get the best of me, that you're going to be too much for me to handle.
You've got it all backwards.
Controlled, aggression, my friend.
You're so blinded by all this emotion flooding your body, that you can only think of one thing. And that one thing may be beating my skull in, but let me tell you, it's not going to work. It's times like these that in a fight, you become your most vulnerable. You don't think. You brain doesn't process what's going on around you, because it's so damned focus on one thing and one thing only.
I'll be content to just dodge the bullet. I'll avoid you, I'll block your attacks, and when I see my opening...
Controlled aggression.
I'll snap, and you'll find yourself dropped on your head and down for the three count so fast you won't have a f*cking clue what just hit you.
You see, Troy, I've fought guys like you all my career in A1E. Great big bastards, all of 'em pissed off at the world for some reason or another, and they all thought that their anger was enough to let them destroy anything in their path. But each and every damned one of them fell at my hands, and they all had to go back to the drawing board, wondering why it just wasn't enough.
You know why?
Because I used to be just like all the rest of them.
I used to be just.like.you.
Funny, ain't it?
I was one of those guys that when I first came on the scene in professional wrestling, I was the big, bad monster out to rule the world. In my own mind, I was the baddest motherf*cker ever to set foot in a ring, and I hated everything and everyone. That was my motivation. That was my ticket. I was going to steamroll over everyone and take my spot.
But just stop right there for a second. I know what you're going to say.
No, Troy, it's not different with you. I know you're thinking to yourself that Beast's family was never killed. You're thinking that mine was a different kind of rage, and that it's enough to get you by.
Not the case at all.
Let me tell you a story. When I came into A1E, I came for one reason and one reason only. I'm an only child, and my family had taken in my cousin after she had a falling out with her own family. My parents raised her like my sister. Then, as some people do, she fell in with the wrong crowd. She was drinking heavily, doing drugs, getting into all kinds of trouble. My parents and I were disgusted. We couldn't believe that after all we had done, after the way we treated her, that she would end up like that.
As it turned out, it was all because of one man. He had gotten her into doing all the unruly sh*t, and when she turned sixteen, she left home to be with him. Been with him ever since. We've all since reconciled, but at the time, there was nothing I wanted more than to hunt down that bastard and beat him for what he had down to my cousin. To my sister. So after spending my younger years developing into one hell of an athlete and developing my body, I found him in A1E. I went there to get my hands on him. And when I got there, it was nothing but pure, unadulterated rage and fury. That's the way I lived my life. I didn't bottle any of it up. It was all one big release, and my opponents all paid dearly for it, one after the other, until I got my hands on him. And he suffered like he has never suffered before.
Once all that was taken care of, I was able to bottle things up and keep things in check. But one thing that never changed, Troy, was that's the way I developed. I've always had that assh*le still living inside of me, much like you keep your rage now in that pocket of your soul. However, rather than keep it bottled up with no release, I've learned to channel into that alter ego of mine when it's needed. When I get into a match, I dig down and pull up bits of that alter ego to allow me to do the things I do. I wouldn't be so deadly in the ring if I didn't have some dark side to grab hold of and dish out the pure punishment that I do.
And you've seen it. You've seen it when I got mad at Dan Ryan. You saw it when I got pissed off at you.
But what you've seen only comprises one tiny, inconsequential drop in the bucket of what I possess.
The rage that lives deep within me, Troy, is the same rage that lives deep within you. Only now, with you it runs amuck, it runs rampant, with no control mechanism. It's untapped, untamed, and it's consumed you, and now you have absolutely no way to control it. It's not something where you can just open the floodgates and be able to harness all of that energy without some kind of training or practice.
That leaves you a sitting duck. It leaves you my prey, and come Aggression, this beast is going on the hunt, and he's going to score a big meal and a trip to the next round of the World Championship tournament.
Your time isn't going to start at Aggression, Troy.
It's going to end. You've had your chance. You've had the opportunity to do something with yourself over the last year, but you've f*cked it all up. I'm going to back up everything I've said in the ring, just like I've backed it up for the past three and a half years. I'm going to show you what the hype is all about.
It goes both ways, Troy. You want my respect? You're going to have to earn it in the ring. The only way you're going to do that is to pin my shoulders to the mat and get the 1,2,3 or make me submit.
In my eyes, you haven't earned SH*T.
But when you do finally earn it, I'll be the first in line to shake your hand and congratulate you. Only problem is, it's not going to be this week, so you'll have to excuse me if I feel compelled to continue to lob a few snide remarks your way and try and knock you off your game a little further than you already are. Unacceptable or no, that's just the way it is.
It's all part of the posturing, all part of the mental game, and like I said before, if you're strong enough, the mental game isn't a factor. However, by the looks of things, I've not just gotten inside your head, I've started mixing your brains around and scrambling them like eggs next to your morning toast and orange juice. You're so fired up you don't know which way you're going, and as I've pointed out, that makes you a very vulnerable opponent.
But that being said, you can take some satisfaction from the fact that regardless of what we say to each other this week, Troy, that I am taking you very seriously. Cake walk, you say? I take all my opponents, from seasoned veteran to the greenest of rookies very seriously, cause you never quite know when something will happen. I know damn well you don't want me to leave that ring victorious, but sometimes, Troy, what you want just don't mean SH*T.
Like I've said before, right now you are the one that stands between me and that World Title. And, as much as I've said that I'm taking you seriously, I also firmly believe that with my skills and talent coupled with your obviously seriously unstable condition, I'm not going to be the same man I was before the match when it's all over.
I'll be a man that's one step closer to grabbing that brass ring and holding it tight. I'm going to take the ball and run with it farther than anyone's ran before.
I'm not going to deny you, Troy.
Your inablility to realize the situation you're in is going to make you deny yourself.
It doesn't matter if we're in Philly, in New York, in L.A., in Greenwich, in Hoboken, in the biggest city, the smallest town, or if we're in buttf*ck USA, or in your very own god damned backyard. The location is not going to change the competitor I am.
Your number has come up alright. It's a big 'ol number 1.
Number 1 on my list of Empire Pro stars to beat on the way to the World Title.
You're telling me that you're going to go on until there's nothing left in the tank. You're telling me that I exploded first, and I showed my hand too soon. In your words, I "damn near went off the deep end". But then again, you said you already did.
Now tell me.... exactly who's played their cards first?
You've let it all hang out, Troy. You've plateaued. You've hit the emotional point of exhaustion, and again, in your own words, you've already gone off the deep end.
Yet here I am, still standing here, in full control. I may have showed first, but I saved one for last. I teased you a bit, dropped a pair of Aces and a pair of Queens. You've come back with full house, King's high. A respectable hand, but I've still got an Ace up my sleeve.
I still have control of my emotions. You've already let loose.
You have an idea what provokes me, and you can keep on provking me, but you haven't got a freaking CLUE what happens when you push just that little bit too far. You have NO IDEA what happens when you truly piss me off.
Want to find out? Push just a little harder.
I dare you.
And when Aggression comes, it's not going to be a question of how long I can take it. I've spent nearly an hour in a bloody cell getting beaten with every implement a man can get into a wrestling ring, against the craziest sonofab*tch in the business. I've been in extreme matches under extreme conditions, and I've always come out on top. You can take your guarantee about never facing someone like you and shove it up your f*cking ass. Until you go out and watch everything I've done, you can't make that assumption. But that's just another sign of your obvious lack of mental discipline showing through. That just validates everything I've said here today. I've been up against jackasses like you each and every damned night of my career.
You're nothing special.
You're going down, indeed.
You're going down faster than a Thai hooker on an Amercian sailor with a wad of cash wrapped around his c*ck.
When it's all said and done, Troy, yeah, you'll be able to walk out of the arena with your head held high. You'll be able to take satisfaction in the knowledge that you've just been beaten by the best.
That's nothing to hang your head about.
But before you do, please do me a favor and leave the cheap pops to Mick Foley.
I'm going to throw all of my own arsenal at you at Aggression, Troy, and maybe even a little bit out of other people's as well. You may not back down, and that's commendable, but there's nothing you're going to be able to do about it when your body just plain gives out.
The end of the road, for you Troy, is a primed, cocked and loaded Beast.
Your FIRST Empire Pro Champion.
Beast lifts up the remote and shuts off the television, throwing the room into complete darkness.