No One Wrote You Off
* Adrian Willard RP#2 for C12.
Write you off? Who said anything about writing you off?
FADE IN…
Adrian Willard sitting in the Shadow Cult gym in the background is The First and a trainer exchanging moves working at around 50% to execute counters and transitions. Adrian stands tall wearing a sleeveless shirt that says “Higher Vision” on it. He has an ice wrapped on his shoulder from an apparent work out a few minutes earlier.
I love when these sorts of issues come into play, man goes out wrestles, gets put to his back, you call it out and he has to retort with some roundabout way to make the loss sound good.
Trust me, I’ve been there.
Looking to find the brighter end of a situation, the end that you can nod your head to with a smile. Standing tall that your opponent said he would break you, maul you, leave you in the ring for dead yet he didn’t.
Always looking at the bright side of life, if you will.
But I never wrote you off, Eddie, no not yet. I’m a firm believer in the idea of a comeback kid. That somewhere down the line each loss echoes a new path of success, that we gather our transgressions, improve from our mistakes, and grow stronger with each complication.
That is the main principle of Shadow Cult to improve, to grow stronger, Eddie.
But that is something I will save for a later date.
More importantly you are right, Eddie, you are 100% right. New Era won’t give up on you. That’s the nature of the business. That’s how this company works, how the figureheads work.
They didn’t give up on Trevor Cane.
Or on John Doe.
Same with Chris McMillian.
The list goes on and on with talent they didn’t give up on. Which they should have, they should have trimmed the fat and let go of those bums long before the loss of assets.
But as I told you Eddie, you keep your head up, keep that mentality of one loss isn’t going to matter, nor will two, or three, or four.
Keep on fighting for this opportunity of a life time to be the best you can!
But as you do that, don’t forget the smoke and mirrors trick only holds true for so long before reality bitch slaps you.
First hits a headlock take over that is heard thundering in the room.
Sure there are bumps in the road, Eddie. I tore my rotator cuff courtesy of my team mate Cameron Cruise. That set me out for months. It caused me some very shameful losses in that ring. Bumps in the road but made me stronger today.
Hell, even I will attest, Eddie, I am a green rookie just as much as you are. I have only a year in this industry. Does that mean I don’t know the ropes against a seasoned wrestler?
Maybe I do, maybe I don’t. It all depends on what I do that day in the ring to show differently.
What you showed last week wasn’t impressive. It wasn’t anything at all.
So, while you are on a tirade justifying to ME your loss, which I give a damn about, you should take the time and reevaluate what exactly is going to happen come this Cyberstrike.
What will Eddie Patton do to stop Adrian Willard?
Will it be the same attempts as last week that failed, or will it be a new Eddie Patton, a refreshed one?
I ask because I want you to let it soak then come to that ring ready to battle, giving 100%.
That way when I do lay you out, put you on your ass for three I can say you were at your best and still couldn’t get the fucking job done.
But again, you are too naïve to grasp that. The whole idea that you don’t need to be beat post to post to learn a few things about this sport, you don’t need to have your body slammed into that canvass to gain a few tips on chain wrestling.
Adrian points to the ring behind him where First has a ground hammer lock.
Hell! You can learn it by training with the best, a former World Champion The First and a former Television Champion by way of Cameron Cruise. But you would rather learn the hard way, and I know you will say hard work and effort pays off, that’s what I was taught on the farms of Indiana.
Adrian shakes his head disgusted.
Hard work and effort do pay off, but they just don’t pay off as much as you’d like.
Again, that all comes down to you, it’s about what happens at Cyberstrike. You assume the pressure is on me. I apparently can’t lose, not that I won’t lose, that I can’t.
You’re half right. I can’t lose; I can’t bring myself to fall to you.
Pressure, well, the pressure isn’t on me. I am not the man walking zero and one into this match Season 3. I came out with a win last week I plan to walk out with another win this week. That’s not pressure, that’s expectations.
And I damn sure won’t accept defeat …
Because I have fucking self-respect for myself.
I EXPECT better things.
If I walk in that ring each match saying it’s okay if I lose I am still a winner internally then I should pack my bags and walk out of this industry.
Second place is still a loser I don’t give a damn if you get a medal for it.
You are still NOT number one.
And as long as the belt Fanatic has around his waist sits and DECAYS there we are all LOSERS.
Each loss pushes you further away from the belt. So cut the higher purpose higher calling, shit. You want to be a bottom feeder, be a bottom feeder, take each loss and embrace it.
I will take the wins and take my strides closer to a title shot.
First with Damian Stone.
Then with you.
Next week it will be another sorry es-oh-be that will get put out for a three count.
I want to leave you with this Eddie. You might in your heart of hearts believe you belong in that ring, it’s your calling. You may stand up after each loss head held high proud at the effort you made.
I applaud you for that, being a man that I would NEVER want to be.
You may have that electricity running through your body, your veins.
That drive, that spirit, that ambition.
But here is the fact of the matter Eddie…
I do as well, as does the First, as does Fanatic, Suicide, Larry Tact, and Jonathan Marx.
Get the hint?
We need that fire in our gut and veins to do this sport.
What you feel, we all feel, it’s not special, it’s nothing new. It’s the thrill of battle and wanting to succeed. What you have is generic you just never felt it before.
And I believe you Eddie Patton…I truly believe you.
Lightning can strike ANYWHERE.
And when it does it’s a powerful act of nature.
But it only lasts around zero point three two seconds.
Adrian snaps his finger
GONE.
FADE OUT