Steve
the EX-QUEEN of FW~!
Everybody has moments where they question their life’s meaning. It just happens that for Mark Windham his neurotic moments have stretched out over thirty years.
Life.
However Windham says it, the tone always gets caught on his lips. Good intentions ripped to shreds as they pass from his mind, and when he thinks about the future, the past won’t let him forget how wonderful he was, cold and jaded.
Mark wants to embrace each day. That’s the truth he’s found. Not believing in the game, but the moments that if played right, feel like heaven. He could have that, if the questions would stop forming. To move on, to put one foot in front of the other a man has to know if the dreams he’s chasing have a chance of becoming real. Windham doesn’t know. He senses the right track, but the dreams he’s shed his skin for, while at his fingertips, aren’t in his grasp yet. They may never be. It’d murder Mark’s soul to find out, the search let him bark up the wrong tree. That also is a truth. Demons never truly die, they lie hidden, ready to be awakened in the form of misdirection. The Lost Soul has watched each step, but to finally taste his dreams, Windham must blindly believe in the path.
Sunshine Del Payne was a leap of faith. Windham speaks of saving others, but it took trusting Sunshine to fully save himself. Women have always come. Not having one has never been an issue. The catch has been, treating one woman with respect.
Sunshine was different. Windham couldn’t hurt her. She’s the other half of his soul, she’s his dream he hasn’t grasped just yet.
Merritt has opened the battlefield for questions. The Lost Soul is front and center. If not opportunity, the chance to finally bury his old life knocks. It won’t be easy. It never is with Mark Windham. The demons won’t die. Hornet is living proof of that. It didn’t take him long to pick at Windham’s scabs, to test Mark’s resolve for leaving his old life six feet under.
It’s within his grasp. The dream.
Sunshine Del Payne tilts her head, stares at Windham for a relatively quick eternity and then says what’s directly on her mind.
“Do you feel like you’ve outgrown me?”
Life.
However Windham says it, the tone always gets caught on his lips. Good intentions ripped to shreds as they pass from his mind, and when he thinks about the future, the past won’t let him forget how wonderful he was, cold and jaded.
Mark wants to embrace each day. That’s the truth he’s found. Not believing in the game, but the moments that if played right, feel like heaven. He could have that, if the questions would stop forming. To move on, to put one foot in front of the other a man has to know if the dreams he’s chasing have a chance of becoming real. Windham doesn’t know. He senses the right track, but the dreams he’s shed his skin for, while at his fingertips, aren’t in his grasp yet. They may never be. It’d murder Mark’s soul to find out, the search let him bark up the wrong tree. That also is a truth. Demons never truly die, they lie hidden, ready to be awakened in the form of misdirection. The Lost Soul has watched each step, but to finally taste his dreams, Windham must blindly believe in the path.
Sunshine Del Payne was a leap of faith. Windham speaks of saving others, but it took trusting Sunshine to fully save himself. Women have always come. Not having one has never been an issue. The catch has been, treating one woman with respect.
Sunshine was different. Windham couldn’t hurt her. She’s the other half of his soul, she’s his dream he hasn’t grasped just yet.
Merritt has opened the battlefield for questions. The Lost Soul is front and center. If not opportunity, the chance to finally bury his old life knocks. It won’t be easy. It never is with Mark Windham. The demons won’t die. Hornet is living proof of that. It didn’t take him long to pick at Windham’s scabs, to test Mark’s resolve for leaving his old life six feet under.
It’s within his grasp. The dream.
Sunshine Del Payne tilts her head, stares at Windham for a relatively quick eternity and then says what’s directly on her mind.
“Do you feel like you’ve outgrown me?”